It's actually over. I actually went through with it. I didn't do anything incredibly stupid to break us up, so perhaps I've learned something... and it wasn't for one of the three reasons I tend to break up with people (religion, boredom, Justin), it was just that we weren't right for eachother. And I know that. Yet I'm still very much in love with him, which made it very hard. But I did it. And now I'm a mess.