I feel like I'm counting down days
Only this many days until I get paid (okay, it will all go to rent, but still)
Only this many days until I can buy groceries
Only this many days until I have to make decisions about Justin's birthday
Only this many days until I go to Niceville with Ron
Only this many days until Deborah's birthday
Only this many days until I'm done with Americorps
Only this many days until I go visit Deborah at camp
Only this many days until Vivi's birthday
Only this many days until I move
Only this many days until I move again
I need a routine. I need to finish all of this, and I need a routine. Not a rut-tine, but just a routine. I work well on routines. I'm happy with a routine. I want life to get calmer and easier.
