Much like pineapples, I am hardcore. (thisgirliknow) wrote,
Much like pineapples, I am hardcore.
thisgirliknow

Rob-ja vu

I'm scared that eventually I'll want to give him an ultimatum
I'm scared that he doesn't mind raising Jewish kids
I'm scared that I have too much of an influence over this
I'm scared that he thinks I want him to convert
I'm scared that despite my conscious thoughts, that I actually do
I'm scared that I'll feel hypocritical (again)
I'm scared that my children's father won't be able to explain their religion to them
I'm scared that he'll be ostracized
I'm scared that I don't know exactly what I want
I'm scared that it's been only two months and that this is a major issue
I'm scared this will continue to be a constant issue.
I'm scared that I'm not worth this
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