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P.S. My new default even creeps ME out


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Jul. 24th, 2005 08:15 am (UTC)
First of all, I'm incredibly honored that you trust me with your thoughts like this. If you like, you can delete the comment, or I can, so that way no one else really sees it. Not like many of your friends read my journal, but you know what I mean.

I know what it's like to be with someone who wants to be with you more than you want to be with them. That's what I had with Rob. It was exciting to be with someone who wanted to be with me so much, but also scary because I knew I didn't feel as much for him as he felt for me. I felt like both of us were being gypped on feelings in different ways.

Also, as for the not being attached for the sake of not being attached. When I broke up with Rob it wasn't because I wanted to see other people (I mean, I did, but that wasn't the goal). I just wanted to NOT be with him. I know thats not why you would break up with him, but both of the reasons are because we want to live life before we settle down with someone. And of course, breaking someone's heart always hurts like hell, but if its good for you, then that's whats important. Don't sacrifice your happiness for someone elses.

Then you have to deal with thoughts like.. well if he really is that into you, is he going to want to move with you? Would you want him to? (I think you may have posted about this in the past). Moving to a new city is starting a huge new beginning and something I imagine would be easier and better to do independently.

That said, maybe it is just a phase, and as you spend even more time together, your mind's likelyhood of you guys being together in the long run will improve. Especially if he is as perect as you've described him before.

Either way, I hope everything works out for you, Ryan or not. It's weird because we've met like.. once (on one of the worst nights of my life) but after reading your lj for almost... three...? years now, I feel like I know you really well :)
Jul. 24th, 2005 05:44 pm (UTC)
exactly!! i think because the fact that my situation is so much like yours and rob's was, is why i chose to talk to you about it. i'm glad that someone else can relate to me like this.

i guess only time will tell where our relationship goes, but i guess whatever will happen is going to happen, breakup or not.

thanks for listening :-) and i ditto that last paragraph, haha. i can't believe we've only met one time, and briefly at that! i feel like i know you so well.


Much like pineapples, I am hardcore.

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