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Jun. 8th, 2005

In addition to having a fabulous time at the beach with my ex-fag, my fag, and my fellow fag-hag, Sara gave me copies of her State pictures.

I found one, from a Mexican restaurant that Sara, Caitlin, Justin and I went to. Everyone else had already eaten dinner, but the four of us had been busy with various (different) things (open certamen and casino night specifically) Afterwards we took a picture outside the restaurant. Sara took the picture. I remember carefully deciding that Caitlin should be in the middle, and I should be on one side, and then Justin several paces away on the other side. Nothing was going on between Justin and I at this point at all, but I remember thinking, "when Rob sees these pictures, he's going to flip that I was at dinner with him, I better not stand anywhere near him." Stupid eggshells, trying to make HIM happy.

And speaking of Rob, I was totally freaked out that I would have to call him this evening. Padfoot and Kelev decided to go for a joy run, and my dad and I couldn't find them for a half hour or so. Unfortunately the tag Padfoot has has ROB's number on it. Despite whether Rob wants Padfoot or not, I know he would love to throw bad parenting in my face in addition to the other accusations he's made. I wrote our home number again in permanent marker on Padfoot's tag, but I had done that once before, and it was all gone. So tomorrow that's my first order of business. A new dog tag for my baby. I was really upset when he was missing, I started crying. I love Padfoot so much.

I think I need to learn a G, D, A, and another.. E? chord to learn to play a song on guitar for Deb's party.

Oh, and yucky news. My phone was shut off, I haven't paid the bill in two months (though I overpaid that time). Of course, this is because I haven't had a JOB in two months. I hate this.


( 11 comments — Leave a comment )
Jun. 8th, 2005 10:22 pm (UTC)
not paying your cell is REALLY bad for your credit...
Jun. 9th, 2005 09:49 am (UTC)
Personally, I kind of read your posts wondering if you've made a public response to Rob's "accusations", such as denying them or explaining them or justifying them, whatever, and although you don't own me one or anyone else one, I'd still love to read them.
Jun. 9th, 2005 10:57 am (UTC)
I have. And its friends-only. I have nothing to say to anyone who is going to treat me like his friends have. You can believe whatever you like, but honestly I'd rather you just leave me alone.
Jun. 9th, 2005 03:50 pm (UTC)
I wasn't aware I've done anything to you.
Jun. 9th, 2005 04:26 pm (UTC)
I've read things youve written about me in Rob's journal.
Jun. 10th, 2005 03:25 pm (UTC)
There's a fine line between saying things I think Rob wants to hear, saying things I think, saying things I think and Rob wants to hear, and just placement posting somewhere so I can remember where I read up on that day.
But sure, I'll stop posting here.
Jun. 10th, 2005 05:19 pm (UTC)
maybe you should jsut speak the truth and everyone would be happier. You certainly didn't need to talk badly about me,.
Jun. 9th, 2005 10:19 am (UTC)
I know what you mean about the exbf picture thing. I think it's pretty common to have to worry about exes no matter who you're dating. There's always some worry that the new boyfriend is going to get jealous and upset, and of course you have to walk on eggshells to make them happy in this situation, because it's part of being in a relationship.

Obviously Rob has jealousy issues from his past, which shouldn't have continued by the point you were engaged. At that point he should have snapped out of it. But, now he's probably always going to assume that he was right, and that he was right to be jealous as well. It's a viscious cycle.
Jun. 9th, 2005 09:27 pm (UTC)
E major
A on the 2nd fret
D on the 2nd fret
G on the 1st fret
play all strings

www.olga.net also has a pretty handy "chord generator"

What song are you trying to play?
Jun. 12th, 2005 08:04 am (UTC)
erm, yeah im the last person you'd want to talk too, and granted i didnt date him for long, but if u need to vent, im here.
Jun. 12th, 2005 02:35 pm (UTC)
Lucy? spanknastyfresh? Threw me off a little bit there with the new screen name. I'm adding you back to my list :) I don't know if I have any to vent about anymore. Most of it is right after the breakup (which, as you probably know, was completely my fault). Anyway, If you want all the gory nasty details, try entries around April 17th.
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