May 3rd, 2005


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I miss Rob so much. I can't believe that it was starting to fade. For a few days, I really almost thought I was moving on. NOT. News Flash, Mel, you're still in love with him, and you still want to comfort him, even though you know you're the one who caused the pain.

I am turning into SUCH a crybaby.


My parents are driving me crazy., After 3 hours this morning of packing up everything left int eh living troom, and four to five hours moving huge heavy things outside, taking huge heavy things off the deck to the toolshed, etc, they called me around midnight, when I was supposed to be celebrating my new job with Indira. Called me and told me to come home and help them do even more, when I was the one who worked the most today. These are the same parents who offered nothing but "good job" when I told them that I had gotten the position in Americorps.


I feel like there are only two people I can turn to right now. I won't say their names, because I want everyone to think that I can turn to them.